Recently i quit YouTube, I was really enjoying uploading, filming and editing the videos, but there was one thing that made me say no more. Hate.
I was sick of people thinking they could just talk about me like i was trash, and to see it on collaboration videos, that can now never be taken down. People constantly judge me on my weight and hair colour, and sometimes I've actually considered cutting all of it off and starving myself.
I know that that is stupid, and i haven't actually done such thing, but people never look behind these things, i'm overweight because i have a slow metabolism, I didn't choose this hair colour either, and I've gone out of my way to change it.
My friends have always been skinny, and i always feel out of place, I have an awfully small pair of eyes and a horrible nose, but i have learnt to live with it. I will never really be happy with my body, but I try. Find clothes that flatter you, and wear what you like, be yourself, and no matter how stupid it seems, dont listen to the hate, they're probably just as insecure as you.
I was sick of people thinking they could just talk about me like i was trash, and to see it on collaboration videos, that can now never be taken down. People constantly judge me on my weight and hair colour, and sometimes I've actually considered cutting all of it off and starving myself.
I know that that is stupid, and i haven't actually done such thing, but people never look behind these things, i'm overweight because i have a slow metabolism, I didn't choose this hair colour either, and I've gone out of my way to change it.
My friends have always been skinny, and i always feel out of place, I have an awfully small pair of eyes and a horrible nose, but i have learnt to live with it. I will never really be happy with my body, but I try. Find clothes that flatter you, and wear what you like, be yourself, and no matter how stupid it seems, dont listen to the hate, they're probably just as insecure as you.
Why do people pick on short people?
People will criticize any flaw they can find on someone, just the same as hair colour or weight, if you want to try change this, think about wearing short boots as apposed to tall ones, they will make you appear taller. Also look for skirts that reach just above the knee to elongate your legs!
But tall, short or average, every body shape is unique in it's own right. Just because all the models you see are tall, it doesnt mean petite frames arent just as beautiful
Focus on the things you love, surround yourself with the right people, that dont care how you look, but care more what's on the inside.
I hope I have helped some of my beautiful readers,
as always,
Au Reviour!